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[08 Sep 2004|11:13pm]
i dont know how you react, but RIP derek gardner.
my mom keeps telling me about all these people who are dying way too young,
there are far too many.
its too sad...
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meow [02 Jul 2004|11:11pm]
kitties!!!! )
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[22 Mar 2004|04:25pm]

i'm famous

 

 

 

or if the link doesnt work... )
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[01 Mar 2004|12:11am]
this is where i went on the hike )
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pictures of success [12 Feb 2004|09:29pm]
pictures of success )
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[22 Jan 2004|10:51pm]
you break my heart into a thousand pieces, and you say it's because i deserve better?
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[20 Jan 2004|07:32pm]

so today has just been a bizarre day. i dont think i like it.

i got snubbed from abbas and reema today. screw you guys. i wont sit with you in class then.

but luckily, jack!!!! is in 2 of my classes, so yay. and he didnt snub me, and he never lived on my floor. there are a lot of hot guys in my ias class. score!! peis has hot guys. yay yay.

the only thing i was looking foward to today was going to target, and i know that sounds silly, but i was really looking foward to it. but they went without me :(

sooo what else has been going on? umm friday we finally hung out with our next door neighbor who we've been obsessed with. he's rad. he gave us beer. he went to santa margarita high school. small world eh?

then saturday liz and i went to davis and we went to a show at eric's, brother of kelley, house. those were some fun, random times.

then there was sunday. aah yes the apartment party. i was definatly the opposite of sober. oh gosh tho, it was sooo darn fun. if i wasnt soo lazy and if i hadnt started writing this like 4 hours ago, i would write more about it. basically, the first party here, many people showed up. someone puked in our hallway, and now lauren's cousin wants to, and i quote, "Cokemule (10:31:27 PM): if you wanted you could make that place fucking the chill center of the universe
Cokemule (10:31:53 PM): ill leave my bong there and every lunch period well just stop by and blaze
Cokemule (10:31:59 PM): thats the way to go...."

 

anyways, if you want to see pictures from davis and the party, click here

haha. he's like 17. and he looks like he's 13. and he's crazy!! haha anyways, this is entertaining. anyways.

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[20 Jan 2004|01:54pm]

there is something just so incredibly awesome about conversation hearts. those were my favorite in my box. dont you love my cheesy photoshop border too?

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[17 Jan 2004|05:49pm]
[ music | something wacky coming from lizzle's computer ]

funny how i'm too lazy to update.

i've been having fun since i've been back in berkeley, regardless of having to work both days.

i'll fill you all in later, lizzle and i are on our way to davis.

 

ooh and this fool  jade from afi came into my work again on friday.

yah i got him at my window and everything, but i tried not to make a total ass out of myself, i dunno if i succeeded. but i still feel special.

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[15 Jan 2004|01:41am]
screw it. i'm packing tomorrow.
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sing like you think no one's listening [14 Jan 2004|09:56pm]
i understand that i'm not the greatest catch in the world, but i do have some good qualities. and i think i at least deserve better than this.


so yeah. i'm super stoked about going to berkeley. i'm excited about new, hard classes, i'm excited about a lot of things.

i'm not really excited about seeing alen, but oh well.
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[13 Jan 2004|10:49am]
my throat hurts, i cant even talk. goddamn virus or whatever it is. my face feels all puffy too. ack. my mom is trying to get me to go to the doctors, but its not like they can give me medicine. so it would just be a waste

so yesterday was an interesting day. briana was down doing her mock trial thing at ucla, and the rest of the people she was with wanted go to go disneyland, but she didnt want to pay. so i drove up to anaheim and picked her up. then we drove to laguna beach. then she wanted to go see her friend in cerritos, so i drove her there. i guess i didnt realize jsut how much driving i was doing, cuz before hanging out with briana, i drove up to LA. so basically i was driving briana around a LOT, and i didnt realize i was out of gas... so yeah my car broke down. briana and holly were kind enough to push it off the main road tho.

i realized that were were stuck in la palma, where darryl lives. so i tried calling him for help but the dork was at work. he totally missed out on his chance to be my knight in shining armor. damn. luckily holly's mom was super pro and she fixed it.

so thats all thats new with me i guess. jake called me when he was driving home from orange county, we talked all the way until he was in vista, when his cell phone died. he sang dashboard confessional to me. :)

anyways, i feel like crap and i have to hang out with annoying-girl today. this is not going to be my day i can tell you that already.
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we shall call them john stamos [12 Jan 2004|12:59am]

kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiity!!!!

they are waiting for me on my dresser in berkeley. see? its my dresser because it has my lotion and my kelley-kelly-jenny picture. and pills. if it's anything of mine, it will involve pills. yaaaaaaaaaaaaay kitty!!!!

 

and i like jake i like jake i like jake. yaaay. i smell like cigarettes, you know what that means.... i hung out with my jake tonight. he partied a little too hard last night. like, drank half a keg, so my jake was sleeping all day. which i found annoying so i went to go see him instead. so sad. i'm leaving in 4 days!!!! what the heck. not fair. well, i'm actually excited about going back to school... way excited. i'm way excited to see my roomies and berkeley again. i'm going to miss some people here tho. so sad!!! and, i still really need to hang out with some of you. call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! melissa.. i'm looking your way. haha.

anyways. i went to carlsbad today to go outlet shopping. i only got underwear tho. but i like underwear. a lot. its fun.

i finally learned how to knit mittens!!! as soon as i figure out an image-hosting place, i'm gonna post pictures, cuz i basically made the freaking raddest mittens in the world. well, one mitten. its partner has yet to be completed. and now i'm making a hat! i've gone crazy.

and i'm sorry seema... i suck and i swear to god i'll finish your scarf soon. and bemis, when seema's is done i will make yours. haha. i swear. so much knitting,... so little time. alrighty. i should go to bed. i get to see briana tomorrow!!!! yaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!

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and would you fuck me? cause i'd fuck me. [11 Jan 2004|01:06pm]
[ music | bright eyes- spent on rainy days ]

so last night kelley and i went to go see rilo kiley. god, they were so incredible. i dunno. i'm into that folkey thing i guess. should have gone to the glasshouse show though, i heard they played "glendora". but alas, no luck. so i really really really disliked the second band that played tho. i still dont understand what they were or why they were there. reggae? ska? intrumental? who knows! not me.

but yeah, first time ever driving into LA for me. i just realized that last night. i've always been driven there (except for that inland invasion incident... shame shame). one thing i dont like about going to shows like that tho is that its totally an urban outfitters fashion show. and i guess there's nothing wrong with that except i'm always dressed shlumpy and

jenny lewis is even radder in person too. she is seriously like my idol. i think she's everyone's idol. but still.

i stayed at kelley's in san digeo on friday night. that was way mega fun. i'm sorry i ditched you to see jake, kelley. i suck i know. and yeah, basically escondido is just as far from san diego as it is to laguna hills, so my great plan to see him while in san diego was malproductive. oh well. i met him halfway in carlsbad.

 

the entry is to be continued...

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i wish you weren't worth the wait, cause there's some things i'd like to say to you [05 Jan 2004|02:58pm]
ok so "winter" for southern california requires air conditioning in the car. oh lordy. and i have to wear a scarf because of these goddamn hickies. needless to say, its warm.

so i've seen jake for the past 2 days against my better judgement. i'm kind of sick of being lectured by my friends who think "i can do better". like, i appriciate it guys, but really. i'll work this out on my own. however, i find myself being less and less attracted to him each time i see him. maybe its his ugly heart. haha. or maybe i'm just sick of dating a guy who looks like the 4th member of blink 182. whatever it is, its not going to last and i know it. and he probably knows it too. hopefully he does, cuz its not going to last through this week-- i think i'll have a talk with him. anyways enough about Jerk.

i need to drive up to berkeley. adam is going up next weekend, but that is the ONE weekend of this whole darn break that i cant go. miss briana is coming down. and plus, i'm going to see rilo kiley. too bad it was bad timing. so i dunno what i'm going to do. does anyone want to drive up there with me? really. or does anyone want to drive a printer up there for me? i'll give you money and hugs. please??!?!?!!? i have a printer/copier/scanner that needs to make its way to berkeley. call/IM me and we'll work somethign out. otherwise i dunno. maybe my dad will drive up there with me. that sounds like as much fun as a root canal. for both of us. my dad does not want any part of the ride up there just to turn around and drive back. come on guys! it could be an adventure. road trip!!!


hmm another thing. i read on knott's website that if you bring in a can of food you can get a ticket for only $12.95. how rad is that? we're all going to knotts. like now.

ok i feel like making myself feel better by boosting our economy now (aka shopping). and really, anyone who's reading, berkeley road trip??? we can go tomorrow and be back on thursday.
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[03 Jan 2004|02:37pm]
i am such a fucking girl. ack. haha these damn emotions.
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hmm. i dont like tequila tho. but it still makes a good point. [30 Dec 2003|07:45pm]
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i know i havent been fun lately. i'm going to try and change that i promise.

i'm having a hard time choosing which summer school classes i'm going to take. in session A i can take PEIS 100, or session C i can take econ 100A, or in session D i can take spanish 3. so many choices. screw you orange county. see how much i need you? none.

i have ugly feet and i want new shoes. well, luckily for me i go to the spectrum every night so i can look there for some new shoes. not that i have any money, no not at all.

darryl just called me and asked me to go to vegas with him tonight. i declined. but i actually considered. strange.

ok well i'm writing broken thoughts so you know i have nothing with substance to say. happy new years everybody. i have a feeling it'll just be me and nyquil this new years. aint nothing wrong with that.
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she'll destroy us all before she's through [29 Dec 2003|01:36pm]
[ mood | recumbent ]
[ music | midtown- knew it all along (acoustic version) ]

so i'm pretty sure this is the last time i come home. i mean, i'll come and visit and all. but i will never come home for this extended amount of time. i just cant.

plus, i really do need to stay in berkeley and do summer school. not that i have money for that or anything. details details. i can go to vista for summer school. or not.

so now i need something to do over spring break. end of march-ish. any ideas? that dont involve money, cuz i dont have that. so think hard all of you.

so i'm a big dork and i JUST discovered that you can do entries in a "rich text" form. wow i'm retarded.

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[28 Dec 2003|06:45pm]
[ music | death cab for cutie- president of what? ]

my home life just effectively fell apart.

i want to go back to berkeley now.

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hey, since i'm a copy cat. i got this from melissa's dealie. [25 Dec 2003|03:34pm]
[.Have You Ever.]
[1] Flashed someone: yes
[2] Told the person you liked how you felt: yeah i guess. i tell half-truths more though.
[3] Been to Michigan: nope
[4] Gotten really wasted: oh yeah.
[5] Gone to jail/juvi: no but kelley lived down the street from a juvi over the summer
[6] Skateboarded: nooo
[7] Skinny dipped: yeah. in my younger, innocent days
[8] Stolen anything from a store: i'm an accomplice more often
[10] Kicked someone's ass: nope
[11] Broke a beer bottle: i'm sure. i've broken a vodka bottle. *sniff* it was full too.
[12] Gotten into a bar under aged: no!damnit. i wish i was 21
[13] Flipped someone off: yes, and i tought my little sister to do it too
[14] Gone on a road trip: only that little one with lizzie. and i talked the whole way.
[15] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: wow, i guess not. i really need to.
[16] Been to a concert: yeah i've been to one.
[17] Been to another country: only canada and mexico. and i dont think TJ counts as mexico
[18] Talked back to an adult: yes
[19] Got pulled over: yes. bastard
[20] Into a car accident: not with me driving. *knock on wood* i almost did on sunday tho. woops.
[21] Broke a law: many laws!
[22] Given money to some homeless person: haha this is a silly question. YES. i have given money to a homeless person.
[23] Tried to kill yourself: cant say that i have. i almost killed myself this morning though, but that was an accident.
[24] Cried to get out of trouble: yes. come home crying, they dont ask questions
[25] Kissed a friends brother/sister: what about a brother's friend???? or a brother's roommate's brother?
[.Opinions.]
[26] What Do You Think About Boy Bands: old
[27] What Do You Think About Flags Burning: well, seeing as that i'm not very patriotic myself... haha. nah i dont burn flags, but dont let me stop you.
[28] What Do You Think Of The War On Terrorists: something about it makes me very uncomfortable
[29] What Do You Think About Suicide: its sad.
[30] What Do You Think About People Who Try To Force Their Opinions Upon you: really really annnoying. yah everyone does it sometimes, but really. stop. its annoying.
[31] what do u think about abortion: i'm not gonna bust out all my left wing propaganda now. i want to keep friends. and plus, see #30. its kind of a "dont ask dont tell" kinda thing to me.
[32] What Do You Think About Rock/Metal Music: dont mind it at all
[33] Where Do You Think You'll Be In 10 Years: probably still making up all my econ classes i have yet to fail. goddamn uc berkeley.
34] Who Do You Think You'll Still Be Friends With In 5 Years: everyone!
[35] What Do You Think About The Pop Music Scene: i leave it be.
[36] What Do You Think About The Store Abercrombie & Fitch: i think its stupid. they only get hired to work there if they are "attractive" enough. fo reals. i know people there. their clothes arent that cute, and are too expensive. ha! they get paid minimum wage tho. take that suckas
37] What Do You Think About Porn: oh its dirty
[38] What Do Think About The Death Penalty: see #30
[.What Did You Do....]
[39] Last Birthday: jaaaaaake!!! i mean. i hung out with him. any many other cool people.
[40] Yesterday: family time
[41] Last Weekend: concert, balboa island
[42] Christmas: oh thats today
[43] Thanksgiving: dinner. then hung out with jaaaaaake!!!!
[44] New Years Eve: hung out with kelley. and sean. and i probably fell asleep early
[45] Halloween: that was a bad day
[46] Easter: went to the library. was still in berkeley
[47] Valentines Day: haha date with chris. "kelly, i hope you like the balloons"
[.The Last Thing....]
[48] You Ate: vegetarian lasagna. it tasted yucky.
[49] You Drank: cider
[50] You Took A Shower: today
[51] You Wore Out: same thing i wore to the chain reaction deal. i dont have many clothes
[52] The Last Place You Went: sun city. eww 909.
[53] Last Thing You Bought: skanky underwear for my sister
[54] Last Thing You Got Pierced/Tattooed: 2nd cartilige.
[55] Last Person You Saw: all of the family
[56] Last Person You Kissed: jake!!
[57] Last Person You Fucked: eww i hate that word. can we use a euphamism or something?
[58] Last Person You Talked to: molly
[59] Last Thing You Watched: finding nemo
[60] Last Song You Heard: kearth 101

[.Now.]
[61] So What Are You Eating: oh nothing
[62] Anything To Drink With That?: nope
[63] Whatchya Wearin?: yes, jeans and a pink shirt
[64] Any Shoes?: nope
[65] Hair?: its too long and beastly looking
[66] Listening To Anything?: my family talking downstairs. oh those swedes
[67] Talking To Anyone?: no
[68] Are You Pissed I Made This So Long?: yeah i'm not gonna do the whole thing.

yeah sorry i copied that. i'm bored and avoiding my english-challenged grandparents. yeah computers.
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